a song by my chemical romance call mama

Mama, we all go to hell.Mama, we all go to hell.I'm writing this letter and wishing you well,Mama, we all go to hell.

Oh, well, now,Mama, we're all gonna die.Mama, we're all gonna die.Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry,Mama, we're all gonna die.

And when we go don't blame us, yeah.We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.You made us, oh, so famous.We'll never let you go.And when you go don't return to me my love.

Mama, we're all full of lies.Mama, we're meant for the flies.And right now they're building a coffin your size,Mama, we're all full of lies.

Well Mother, what the war did to my legs and to my tongue,You should've raised a baby girl,I should've been a better son.If you could coddle the infectionThey can amputate at once.You should've been,I could have been a better son.

And when we go don't blame us, yeah.We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.You made us, oh, so famous.We'll never let you go.

She said: "You ain't no son of mineFor what you've done they're gonna findA place for youAnd just you mind your manners when you go.And when you go, don't return to me, my love."That's right.

Mama, we all go to hell.Mama, we all go to hell.It's really quite pleasantExcept for the smell,Mama, we all go to hell

Mama! Mama! Mama! Ohhh!Mama! Mama! Mama! Ma...
And if you would call me your sweetheart, I'd maybe then sing you a song

But there's shit that I've done with this fuck of a gun,You would cry out your eyes all along.We're damned after all.Through fortune and flame we fall.And if you can stay then I'll show you the way,To return from the ashes you call.

We all carry on (We all carry on)When our brothers in arms are gone (When our brothers in arms are gone)So raise your glass highFor tomorrow we die,And return from the ashes you call.

done......

yo
i die again
2mrw get results
wish me luck
so scared
*sigh*
hope i get enough to enter xinmin scondary school
oklah want to play games sia
bye

im back

yo

im back again

1:29 am in the morning

everyone sleep ard except for me and my eldest sis

she watch kung fu hustle

damn funny

stephen chao

i think thats how u spell his name

hahaha

my blog people say hard to find

but the skin vry nice wad...

my cat damn cute

so fat like can eat like that hahaha

heres some photos again taken by the wonderful photographer ...

Nurul Suryani ...















My malay class .. 3 classes combined lah cause the teacher absent mah













The school carpark
i take nice right














oklah guys i hav to go now
play the sims until 2:30 like that than sleep lah
bye..

lalalaalal

vry tired sia
damn it
very sleepy
the photo nice or not i take
i want to change the skin but too tired to do it cause i must massage my aunt"s back
*sigh*
nevermindlah
just do it lah
i miss my friends ard
its a farewell forever
never to meet them ever
its the end
i tried so hard to loose it all but in the end it doesnt even matter
PSLe results comming ard liao
very scared 5 more days
very happy if i do well but sad if do badly
well i hav to go now
it seems to be late and i hav to massage my aunts back ..........

okok

5 MORE DAYS TILL I GET MY RESULTS


IM DAMN SCARED!!!


WATCHING GHOST MOVIE ON TV


VERY NICE


ABOUT REVENGE AH


SCARING


ANYWAY PHOTOS OF XINMIN I TOOK


COPYRIGHT HOR...























SO SAD..................................










































u guys can grab the photo if u want lah but must leave comments liao...

im here again
very sad sia
school end ard...
feel like crying
why!!!
i am so missing all my friends sia...























hehehe
me . wan ling and zhi ping stayed back take photos
hahahaha
aiyah i very busy sia
so cannot post mor photos
sry hor...
we all look soo...... tired hungry sleepy sia
very sweaty
very fun take photo 2geda
WE ARE THE BEST !!!
feel like crying now
but we knw friendship never end
click 1 , click 2 , click 3 , click 4 , click 5 , click 6 , click 7 ..........
click 39
click 39 forever ....
muahahahahahha
walau eh
cannot tahan lioa
vry sad....i miss them so much..

















very fun sia
we stay back
wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help!!!!


help
well i have to go now ..
it was so fun liao ..
i miss them so much
i miss all 6G




this photo i not here but my teacher here lioa....
oklah enjoy reading this
find urself here ...
bye...

6 HONESTY OF XINMIN PRIMARY SCHOOL
THE BEST CLASS FROM THE BEST SCHOOL FOREVER...

ok
i am posting a blog while helping my mother typ e
ok fine
ia m bored
delete the other post
got reason lah
my religious class fwen may knw wad im talking about
i think
nevermind
anyway
i hope no offen ce was taken by my friend
anyway goodbye...

HELLO
POSTING AT NIGHT DAMN BORED SIA..
I DUNNOE WAD TO POST SO WRITENONSENCE..
LA.............LA...............................
OK STOP IT ,,,
I AM ORED EH I 4GOT THE B FOR BORED HAHAHA
OK FINE I KNW I SUCK...
AS U CAN SEE I AM WRITING NONSENSE FOR THE SAKE OF ENTERTAINMENT..
AND U CAN SURELY TELL I AM BORED..
OH YEAH...
GUESS WAD,..
I GOT WARNED AGAIN..
LETS SEE ABOUT WAD ...
IT IS SO OBVIOUS ABOUT MY HAIR
THE TEACHER SAID NEED TO CUT MY HAIR,,,
AS USUAL I WILL DO IT ..
DUNNOE WHEN TO CUT..
I WANT THE FRONT PART TO SLIDE
AND THE BACK TO DUNNOE WAD,,,
OK FINE I WILL STOP WRITING SHIT ...
ER... PLEASE TAG MY BLOG HOR..
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBEYBEYEBYEBEYBEYBEYEBYEBEYBEYEBYEBEYBEYBEYEBYE
BYE.............

er..
well i hav 3weeks left b4 i me and my friends never see each other again..
damn i t,, i hav to go to a secondary school next year..
lallalalalalllallalalalalalalalalalalallaa
ok i knw ,,,, that sucks.........
well i really hope i do well for my PSLE...
than can go good school..
im just so bored
i cant wait to get my results..
wait i dun want to get my results so that mie and my friends can be in the same school 4ever...
yay..
well i just hope that happens... but u hav to go on in life ,,

so..................i am feally very down now bcause i dont wanna leave xinmin primary school..
the best school in the wrld
.........................................................................................................................................................................
ok....i am stilll very sad..
excursions also not many ,,,
so far only 1!!!!!!!!!!!!
wad...
after PSLE.???
hello=???
where the excursion ??
1 only is it??
WHY!!
shouldnt there be an excursion so we could spend last moments as a class??
I HAV TO GO AND DIE NOW ...
BYE,,,

me

well
life seems fine to me all this while
er......
4 a while , i think
frm now on should i??
i dunnoe wad to do
life sucks
got to do puppet shw for malay class
havent do background
damn it lah
now dunnoe wad to drw
i think 2mrw present
shit man
----------------------------------------------------

anyway
why me ??
OF ALL THE PEOPLE IN THE WRLD !!
i just hate it...................
things is-nt going well in my life...
ceh... i talk like shit like that
hahahaha
fucklah
anyway
like my blog
of course
me too
i dunnoe why but people seems to change very fast
u were just getting to knw them then they change
frm happy to sad
frm emo to punk
frm innocent people to unknown wad kind of people
frm nice people to evil people
but i notice thaT IF UR ARROGANT u will alaways be one
ha
damn u
is emo still popular??
sadly yes it is ...
is punk popular??
yes it is ,,,,'
i dunnoe people seems to go wif the crowd
anyway i told u emo
dnt reAD this just leave
not my fault u hav been warned
but if insults does not hurt u then too bad
i dun CARE
sometimes i wonder why am i here??
DO I HAV A REASON TO BE HERE??
i dunnoe
but some questions are better left un answered........
well .... .. .... ..
i dunnoe
i also dun wanna knw
bye

...

well
PSLE is over
i hav my freedom frm now on until november lah
that i dun want to think
well 2mrw or should i say 2day there will be PSLE marking day!!
arh!!!!
daamn it!!
i really hope there will b a mistake n 5 marks is given away 2 all which may not make a difference i think cause all get mah but lets just hope it will
anyway HARI RAYA is here'
SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all MUSLIMS!!!
i am very happy wif the money collected so happy hope to get mr
so far get okok lah around 230 like that
well i am wishing all the best to all primary 6 students 4 their results 4 PSLE
i really wish i could go to xinmin secondary but it is way hard
lets just hope i get k...
i hav updated my blog
happy??
muahahha
i hav friendster ...
add me leh..
very sad not many friends
wah ard 12 30 but who cares 2 mrw no school!!
yay!!!
ermmmmmmmmmm i am wasting space liao
i hav no xciting things to blog aBOU T
i wish there a sgss school reunion 4 all who are frm that school frm 2004
i will be there first thing in the morning but well the school is closed down
very sad
why must thet do this is so terrible ... but its ok i am in xinmin now and i hav friends ....... its nice lah.... but well u knw that i still miss my old friends
i am really glad that all still remember me as me
i am very happy i wish we could meet
well i hope we get to mee t inour secondsry school rit
2008 i am really scared
hav to go to new school ALL OVER AGAIN!!
FIRST TIME BECAME NEW SUKS
VERY SCARY U KEEP ON ASKING SELF WHO THE HELL IS THAT!!!
is he/she nice ? friendly ? arrogant ? so hard !!!!!!!
but well i got over it and well ... i made friends
it took me a week to remember their names ,,,
wait is that person this or that???
well nvm
now i am in 6 Honesty
next year dunnoe where
i am going to go off now
but b4 i go i just want to remind all u people out there that.....................
PUNK IS NOT DEAD AND WILL NEVER BE!!
if u dnt like punk F$#k off k
bye...............

huh?>>

PSLE......
THE DAY WHERE ALL P6 PUPILS DIE IS 8 DAYS AWAY .......
AFTER THAT HELL COMES
THEN GO HEAVEN BUT WAIT ON NOVEMBER DEATH AWAITS US AT XMPS
WELL LIFE ISNT As easy
there always smething we worry about
PSLE IAM READY 4 U!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAAHHA
I THINK IM GOING CRAZY



AM I ???
I DUUNNOER
MY FRIENDSTER KENNA HACKED
DAMN IT
ER...
I WANT TO POST ALOT OF THINGS BUT CANNOT THINK OF WAD TO TYPE....
LIKE MY NEW SKIN NIC RIT
KILL ME BURY ME WHILE UR AT IT
ALAMAK I THINK I HAVE TO GO NOW I THINK I HERE MY AUNT COMIN DIE LIKE HELL K LAH
THATS ALL BYE ,.,,..,./,;./
OH YA

THINGG TO COMPLETE

• COMPOSITION CORRECTION {800 WRDS }
• MALAY COMPOSITION BOTH MALY AND ENGLISH
• MATH
• ER,,,, THINKS THATS ALL
• KLAH BYE .................................................................................................

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hello
im bored like hell..
yeah rit the computer infrnt of me is the best..
nothing to do but play games.
alot of my friends has friendster...
hm.. u dont care do u ..
no one read my blog.
just found out thta 2mrw go zoo
hm.
ya.
bringging me , myself , my life and my zen neeon..
going to chat wif my friends if they want to
k lah ..
byezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
oh wait add me to msn again or friendster mine is ... look below....
bye
seriously

HURRAY

HELLO
i m so happy
...
2day get to play the com
so happy
but boring leh nothing to play
the games online not that fun
h m..
lets see bnothing to write
but wad i knw is that i amk going to go to MALAYSIA 2mrw
is that nice or wad
but the bad thing is that my mom had sent me to the AUNTY shop to cut my hair
I HATE THE DAMN AUNTY
DUNNOE HOW 2 CUT DUN CUT LAH...............................................


hm...
damn bored no msn on moms com
sadsadsadsad = :(

hahahahaha
cannot wait 4 2mrw
2mrw go malaysia
so exciting
just joking lah actualy the exciting ting bout holiday is tht no STUDY
just relax and buy stuff
nice rit ;)
hehehehehe


well gtg
lah..
so sian leh bye


i love my self hahahahhahaha

hey...

i did not post for quiet some time due to xamsss
anyways ,,
im having holiday not long
so happy
i love my comic ''blaue rosen''
it rockssssssss
my friends likes it 22
wah... so tired sia
i hav alot of hmwrk 4 th eholiday
what the ^&*%%$ damm
theres something wrg wif my blog
goin 2 change it
well gtg
byebyebyebyebyebyebye i have 2 go

hmmmmm how

HEY HEY

HEY HEY!!!
long time nvr rite
hehehe]
2day went comlab in scool
do nothing
just study thats all
i knw not alot of people look at my blog
sad
anyways
erm....
oh yeah get 2 ply
chat wif fwen
hm...
well i like xps!!
i like sgss
how i wish i could enter xinmin secondary school in 2008
i wish icould get in the express stream
hellp

smebdy save me
i cant help myself
help



i am going to die if i dnt get 2oo + 4 PSLE
why dothey have 2 make it soo terrifying so scary
well i hav 2 go away
so far away
so no one can meet me

hello
its been
a long time since i post a
blog
anyways wad am i goin 2
do
i have not
done my religious class
hmwrk
hahaha
i am dead
who cares
i will try 2 wrk my way through
i feel so
bored
i have not
met my sgss friend for
quite a long time
i wanna meet
them!!!!
all of
them!!!
well i
have update my
blog
those who are reading my blog
pls sssssss adddddddd meeeee on
mmmmsssssnnnn
my
addd is nurul_suryani@hotmail.com
well i think u will knw my
name i guess
so
.............
ad
me k
bye

HMM

hello
i met miss linda tan in xps
i met 2 of my friends that i had not meet in 2 - 3 years
and on that day there was no homewrk
and that day was
WEDNESDAY
YUP
that was the best day ever!


now im writing in my blog as i had done 1/2 of my homewrk
i will continue 2mrw
some times i wonder if any one reads my blog or not
so...
plz add me in msn
my msn is.......
nurul_suryani@hotmail.com

yup
thats my msn
im kinda stupid 2 put my name there but who cares
i think my aunt is at the door
yup it her
no comments


i have nothing 2 do
well about my life is that 2day must stay back
4 malay
b4 that must do sci project blah blah blah
than end of the day!!!!

well bye!!!!!!

life sucks
i knw that all people

life sucks
i knw that all people feel the way i feel sometimes
ok


i like sitting alone during recess time alone
its so nice
i knw the canteen is noisy
but when u sit and think abot things
it feels nice anyways 2day
i lost my book


i cant find it
damn
anyways
life sucks
i told u that didnt i
yup
well i hav 2 go


again my life sucks
bye

life sucks
i knw that

---

hi....
its been a long time since i have wrote in this blog
sometimes i feel like a loner in school
yes i knw i have a lot of fwens
but not BEST FRIEND
i kinda lik being alon in tis age
it nice
i sometimes lik being alone wen im moody



i knw my old friends frm SGSS said that im different in a way lik i
ignore them...
but i just need 2 b alone
well i really think that in my " new school " i like it cause i can b alone in recess
well i LOVE recess cause i get 2 b alone
wen im bored than i go to my friends.....
well bye bye nothing better 2 write

---

hi....
its been a long time since i have wrote in this blog
sometimes i feel like a loner in school
yes i knw i have a lot of fwens
but not BEST FRIEND
i kinda lik being alon in tis age
it nice
i sometimes lik being alone wen im moody



i knw my old friends frm SGSS said that im different in a way lik i
ignore them...
but i just need 2 b alone
well i really think that in my " new school " i like it cause i can b alone in recess
well i LOVE recess cause i get 2 b alone
wen im bored than i go to my friends.....
well bye bye nothing better 2 write

hi....
its been a long time since i have wrote in this blog
sometimes i feel like a loner in school
yes i knw i have a lot of fwens
but not BEST FRIEND
i kinda lik being alon in tis age
it nice
i sometimes lik being alone wen im moody



i knw my old friends frm SGSS said that im different in a way lik i
ignore them...
but i just need 2 b alone
well i really think that in my " new school " i like it cause i can b alone in recess
well i LOVE recess cause i get 2 b alone
wen im bored than i go to my friends.....
well bye bye nothing better 2 write